I was RAISED to say please & thank you, to have respect for my elders, lend a helping hand to those in need, hold the door for the person behind me, say excuse me when it’s needed, & to love people for who they are, not for what you can get from them. I was also taught to treat people the way I want to be treated! If you were raised this way too, reblog this…sadly, many won’t, because they weren’t, and it shows.
Dear Dad
Am I really that invisible to you? Do you only notice me when you need something? You are the only person that makes me feel this way and honestly dad if I was a parent I would die to have a daughter like me for mine. I’m not bragging but fuck. I do so much shit for you and your kids an your girlfriend and her kids and yet you don’t fucken realize. I cook, clean, and take care of your kids. I’m trying to find a job and a car just so I can help you out a bit. But you know what dad fuck it and fuck you. You don’t deserve to have me as your daughter. You treat me like shit all the time. You don’t bother to even check up on me. I could be lying dead somewhere and you wouldn’t even care. Everytime you have a girlfriend it’s always her her her. And when they are gone is when I’m visible to you. Because you need someone to clean your house. Or because you need someone to cook for your sorry ass. But never once did I get a thank you. Your so god damn freaken unappreciated with what I do. You hurt me so damn much. Not once or twice or three times. You’ve done it more. I do so much good things. And you wanna know what’s the sad thing? I always get looked at as the bad person. But you wait and see dad. When I’m on my feet and on my own don’t even think on gonna bother checking up on you. When I have my kids they won’t be calling you grandpa. And when I’m not on the streets starving and naked, don’t you dare even think that I’m gonna come back crying to you. Remember dad, Everytime I left it was always you calling me to come back home because your house was falling apart. You made it seem like the kids missed me and the kids needed me when really it was you. Let’s just face it dad. Your nothing with out me. You may have helped bring me out of this world but looked who saved yours from crashing down. I’m so done. I can’t wait until I turn 18 so I can get myself out of this hell hole you put me in.
Love always
Your daughter.
Lately it’s been hard to sleep. Sleepless nights. I have a feeling that it’s because your not with me. And what I’m trying to say is that I miss you.
Gravis and Giana.
Every day I seem to dose off and think about the two of you. Trying to figure out what your up to, what your eating, how school is, and if you miss me too. Everyday gets harder and harder knowing that you guys aren’t here. I miss you two so much. Giana. I always wonder if your doing your homework and if your passing your classes. I wonder if your making Gravis cry and being stingy with him. I wonder if you ever stop to think that I miss you. I miss you so much Giana. You don’t even know. Gravis. I wonder if your being a good boy and if your getting hurt. I wonder if your crying over something silly like you did with me. I wonder if your still the same. All I hear is your voice in my head. Singing to Justin bieber and Bruno mars. I love and miss you too so much. You don’t know how bad it hurts knowing you guys left.
Umppalove
I miss you so much. I miss the way you smell smile talk cry everything. I just want you to come home already. Nina hates not being able to watch you grow. I love you so much. Things just aren’t the same anymore.
My Manfriend!!
Hes the amazing one yet. The best Ive had. The most manly and Gentlemen one out of the rest. We are complete opposite from eachother but if weve lasted this long and we have surprises coming our way then this must be the biggest challenge that God is giving us. I dont really like talking about him because i dont want to let the world know how great and amazing he is, so im just gonna end it here. If hes reading this i just want to let him know that i love him so much and that my bed is calling him. Haha.
